i am abandoningthis livejournal and seeking shelter at the previously inhabited WEJAname, now WIPED CLEAN OF ALL UNSIGHTLIES such as mildew and unedible fungis. CLICK NOW OR FOREVER HOLD YOUR PEACE:
--expect LOTS OF ART (since im drawing again :DDD!) and othercrap that falls out of my head. i havent gotten around to refriending anyone yet, but feel free to addme BUT BYNOMEANS FEEL OBLIGATED TO DO SO (((: also leavea comment over there if you are confused or something though i dunno why anyone would be BUTYEAH IM JUST SAYING ILL NEVER BE BACK HERE EVER I SWEAR IT TO THE STARRYSKIES VVVV:
GOOD TIDINGS ALL :DDDD ithink somepeople would be happy to know that ive FINALLY ordered a new scanner :DDD! its MUSTEKbrand whatever the craps that is, and ithink it maybe the same exact one peddy has--i love his cause its so FREAKINHUGE and the scanner ive been using is standardcrapsize so i have to scan any paper multiple times and then piece them all together in photoshop ITS LIKE A PUZZLE MINUS THE FUN D: butyeh, ive been drawin a little here and there but not anywhereNEAR how much i used tah. hopefully that will change once my newscanner comes and i FALLINLOVE WITH IT OFCOURSEi promise to wineanddine beforehand, dont take me for some savage uncouth. yes that is a noun now.
soyes, drawing lotsmore would be swell. because everything makes more sense to me when i draw, youknow? itslike singing or dancing or laughing with friends DRAWING IS MY OLDEST FRIEND. i feel like thats probably the truth for lotsof artiststype people. drawing was there before i ever had a real friend, and it nurtured mybrains and helped them grow little colorful sproutlings of imagination and everything else whimsicallygay i could possibly say here :D
all i did yesterday was make my myspace look pretty and watch sweeneytodd for the third time YOUKNOW it would be nice if i could find some nice cozyplace between locking myself up to play animalcrossing on my ds and watch anime and other weird movies i find AAAND actually going outside and enjoying qualitytimes with friends offline and on IT WOULD BE LIKE CHRISTMAS TIMES ELEVEN BIRTHDAYS ohmaaan elevenbirthdaychristmas *__***
edit: AAAAND I JUST BROKE MY TABLET :D OUT WITH THE OLD INWITH THE NEW OUTWITHTHEOLDINWITHTHENEW OUTWITHTHEOLDINWITHTHENEW OUTWITHTHEOLDINWITHTHENEW -zombie- #___@@@@@;
i wonder HOWMANY ENTRIES LIKE THIS HAVE I MADE IN MY SOFAR LIFETIME
so yeah i just have no internet, currently at some cybercafe on south street THISIS REALLY WEIRD AFTER HAVINGNO INTERNETS FOR LIKE 3 MONTHS ISIT???FGHKLSERHY right so. also have no phone incase anyone cares SLASH had my number to begin with SLASH was just genuinely wonderinggg. sprint is lame, new services soon MAYBE ILL HAVE INTERNET AGAIN ONE DAY
ONEDAY
until then im confined to the realworldlythings and must busy myself with the stuff of nature and faces and sewer grates that spew hotgases at me and makemy face suckinto its center I DO NOT LIKE THAT D:
uhmm whats to say thats important. if you need to getin touch withme for whateverreason message me on myspace [ihavearmsyay] or emailme [sunbrine@gmailDOTCOM] rightright?
working 6days this upcomming week. WILL have the shirt site up this week aswell. WILL have that commission done before the end of tomorrow. WILL be mailing out arts for people iowe and other stuff within the next coupladays. WILLNOT be letting people drawallover my hands+arms again so i can get rashes and severe dry skin and BLEEDING KNUCKLES once more OW OW OW. wellno okay unless they are sharpies WHICH ARE ALWAYS PERMITTED AND ADORED. forthe peoplei owe giftiearts for specialtimes ill get them done soon too I LOVE YOU ALL I LOVE EVERYONEEEE WOW WORKING IN A COFFEEBAR ISNT THE BEST PLACE FORME TO WORK HUH
8D
butseriously i havent been online toomuch as of late. and imiss people talkingtopeople spending endless hours chatting and entertaining and sharing and hartsssssssss but alas i am preoccupied with offline things so onlinetime will have to wait forthe days im housearrested with the antichrist AFTERNOONS TUES, WED, SUN WUP WUP (:
note to self buy more bristol and fix my pencil or buy a newone HOPEFULLY ICAN FIXj 3j CHALLAHHHHH
alsoGUYS i would like to obtain a FRO anytips on how to do that with straight whitepeepl hair would be superawesome and much obliged or something ithink i used that word wrong probably maybe most likely
i saw an awning fall on a guy that was pretty scary WIND 1 AWNING 0
onceupon a day after yesterday weja declared HARK: MY SURROUNDINGS HAVE RECENTLY BECOME DRAB. I SHALL BE NEEDING SOME OF THIS WORLDREKNOWNED COLORED PAPER TO PLACE MY MINDMAGES UPON. alas, after several hours on the hunt, no such paper could be discovered. the prince then proceeded to completely dryout two perfectly good markers, filling in 11 x 14 inches of otherwise unscathed white. then it was scanned and opened in photoshop and somemore color was slapped on THE END
yes i made up the word mindmages yes i have decided nectarines have ladybug noses
--the layout that is! go check it out, i am totalysuper proudof and happy becauseof IT :DDD iknow its simple, but ilike it lots I DO I DO IDOIDDOFWE and i spent like 24 continuous hours working on it KINDOF ALMOST SORTA i feel like i shouldbe sleepier but im glad imnot because im TOOEXCITED FOR COMATOSE right now B)
REALLLLY something is off withmy sleep like itsnever been before. waking up is NOT GOOD. i feel somethingawful [not physically--physically imall rested and super (:] when i first wakeup, and cant bringmyself to get outof bed. and imlike OMG I DONT WANNA DO ANYTHING BUT LIE HERE BLUHLUH buuut if i sleep more and then wakeup again later i dont feel like that AT ALL and am fully readyand motivated to do the things i planned to do that day. im prettysure its because im allowingmyself to sleep TOOMUCH and it threw me off a bit there and im becoming dependanton that 1230128320hrs of sleep or something. SOOO i figure if i setmy alarm to go off 6andahalf hours after i fall asleep thatll set things right. (: 6andahalf because the japanese say its best #___# and they are like WELL OILED MACHINES. WORKING MACHINES. so it must be true! wellseewellsee n__n
just wantedto get this down somewhere so i wontforget how i was feeling and why i do that sometimes :333
singing arms: HESA STALKER singing arms: I WANTEDTO BE WITHYOU ALONE singing arms: AND TALK ABOUTTHE WEATHER singing arms: -1MILLIONBOOKS- mezzoforte666: o_o singing arms: -I CANT READ- singing arms: -IM JUST STALKING YOU- mezzoforte666: XDDD; singing arms: -I LIKE UR GLASSES- singing arms: -THEY ARE BIG- singing arms: -DOYOU LIKE MY EARRING- singing arms: -ITS TINY- singing arms: DFLHYSKYL;ERYTER mezzoforte666: KLJFKFJKLFJFKJ singing arms: DONT DONT DONT singing arms: THROWIT AWAY singing arms: -FAKE KEYBOARD- BD singing arms: THISIS MY 4 LEAF CLOVER singing arms: -RESTRAINING ORDER- mezzoforte666: XDDDDD singing arms: OMG IMLAUGHING SOHARD singing arms: ATMYSELF singing arms: XDDDDDDDDDDD mezzoforte666: yea i dont get that whole four leaf clover crap singing arms: HES CRAZY singing arms: DURH singing arms: ONE LITTLE BOY singing arms: ONE LITTLEMAN singing arms: ????????????????? singing arms: HES HAVING HOMO THOUGHTSNOW HE MUSTBE CONFUSED singing arms: NO THAT IS 80 FASHION TEARS FOR FEARS GUY singing arms: THATS A GIRL singing arms: SHE JUSTHAS SHOULDERPADS singing arms: BIGONES singing arms: ITSALRIGHT IMHERE TO HELP YOU singing arms: ...WITH GENTLE PERSUASION
inthe first i remember driving in a car with someguy, a madeup guy, straight down a straightroad for miles and miles because we were going to the endof the world. at the end of the world there was a hotel, thats it. inside the hotel time no longer existed, or if it did it was at a stand still for all eternity because nobody aged once they entered. we found an old woman wandering around near there and became friends withher and took her inside--this is important because inside her husband and some other woman were living and obviously had been for lotsandlots of years seeing how the couple were in their midtwenties and the woman was worn and grey. icant remember how she took this because MY NEXT DREAM INTERRUPTED
in the second dream i lived with my parents [who were madeupdream parents] in a place we owned which was half one thing half another. i was stilla child in this dream btw but the front half of the place was a health food store sortof where we grew our own fruits and vegetables and the walls and shelves--EVERYTHING was covered in freshhealhty potted and unpotted flora. the front end being a store, the backend was a library of sorts, bookshelves much taller than i filled completely and absolutely isntthat the same thing yehok. in the store half the floor was tiled, the bookhalf it was carpeted. and the wholeplace was twofloors, methinks. anyways thisplace closed at 8pm because at that time these creatures cameout to protect the books inthe library half, consuming anything that touched the floors. while forced to play THEFLOORISLAVA [i actually prefer thefloorislavawithsharksinit] i met some...THING. it was either a fuzzynice monster thing, or david bowie. or david bowie in a monster suit. i cant remember. but he stayed with me and helped me across the furniture because youknow someplaces my legs werent long enough to get from one chair to the next on the table etc etc OHHH but i just remembered being in the library was the second half of my second dream! i remember how my dream started now: after the hotel stuff, i was looking at the front of the food/book place and there was a baby lying onthe ground outthere. my parents went and took it inside, and then an evil woman came in trying to take it away but i hid it safely in the plants. THEEEEN allthe stuff in the bookpart of the place happened. not like it makes much sense anyway BUT :DDD
IAM CHANGING THIS A LITTLE ASTO NOT SOUND LIKE A TOTAL DOUCHE:
post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love. ANYTHING. it doesn't have to involve me at all--SERIOUSLY ANYTHING AT ALL IN THE EXISTANCE OF THOUGHT WITHIN AND BEYOND YOUR MIND IS FINE [ignore that not making sense :DDD]. just make sure to post anonymously and honestly. and post as many times as you'd like! andSQUARED feelfree to post this in your own journal to see what the people you know have/want to say. editing this text a bit to suit your own tastes is also superfine because i'm sure you want to sound as undouche as possible like myself. B)
OFCOURSEi promise to wineanddine beforehand, dont take me for some savage uncouth. yes that is a noun now.
